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So this is the first summer where I am working a full time job. Love the money but hate the hours. I am a "commerce" whore haha!
Love work so much just miss hanging out til 3 am and then sleeping til 1 in the afternoon. But now I am responsible :o) So I have to act it.
Trying to save enough money for Tony and I to move in together. I love him so much and I cant wait until we live together and I cook him dinner and have the house all clean and be the perfect 50s house wife.
Later peoples!
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[05 Feb 2006|03:43pm] |
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Okay so I haven't updated in forever but I am trying to get back to the whole "updating thing".
Lets see what has been going on:
-Superbowl tonight
-Still working in Hammonton at this insurance place
-Awaiting my friggen "girl problem" and hoping I'm not preggy :o(
-Got a membership to the gym
-Try to go to the gym 4 times a week
-Back on a new diet tomorrow
-Sooo broke right now
-Me and Tony are still together (almost 14 months baby)
-Looking for a house with him (unlike me he isnt broke)
-Trying to keep in touch with old friends from high school
-Keeping busy all week long
-Missy's bday is Wednesday and I need to think of something to do
-Valentine's day is coming up....need to get Tony that watch.
Blahhhh....I'll update later tonight after the superbowl prolly.
Gooooooo Steelers (even though I'm a Patriots and Eagle's girl)
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You only hold me up like this
Cause you don't know who I really am
Sometimes I just want to know what it's like to be you
We're making out inside crashed cars
We're sleeping through all our memories
I used to waste my time dreaming of being alive (now I only waste it dreaming of you)
Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
Cause all of our moves make up for the silence
And oh, the way your makeup stains my pillowcase
Like I'll never be the same
You only hold me up like this
Cause you don't know who I really am
I used to waste my time on
Waste my time on
Waste my time dreaming of being alive (now I only waste it dreaming of you)
I know that I havent updated in forever but I figured I would now
Work is going good. My hours still suck (12-9). But it could be worse. I have off on Thanksgiving so that will give me some much needed rest time. Me and Tony just hit 11 months together on the 12th! Sooo happy about that. I didnt really think that we were gonna make it as a couple at first. But we did!
Sunday night me, brit, stef and missy went to the diner and while we were eating who should walk thru the door? Danny and Luke! Followed (thruout the hour) by Kyle, Sheri, Barry and chick, John, Crystal and my love! hehe. Everyone cept for Barry and his girlfriend, and Crystal were hanging out at our booth. John came over like once but after him and crystal left everyone but danny, barry and chick stayed at our booth. Ever try to fit 8 people into a booth for 4? Well if u have its kinda hard. But we did manage. Me, stef and tony on one side (with brit on his lap) and missy, luke and kyle on the other (with sheri on his). We stayed there a while talking and laughing about a lot of things and playing free music haha. After we left we all went to our own homes but tony came over and hung out with me.
This week is gonna go fast coz Harry Potter comes out on Friday and I cant wait to see it. Sooooo excited (yea i kno i am a dork)!
Then heading to the shore with tony for the night and chia and rae and steve and kenny might come down saturday.
Then diner with stef, brit, and missy as usual and then our shoprite run. Loooong week ahead of me total but its cool! I loooove it!
Nights ---- Jenn
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[16 Oct 2005|03:36pm] |
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I haven't updated in almost a month and I know that every time I do I say "I promise to update more often."
Yea well my 'new job' from the temp. agency officially turned into my 'old job' as of Friday. See they were behind 6 mos. and then they needed someone to catch them all up. So they called me in. I get them caught up in less than a month and now I can't stay there because....well I am only a temp.
So I got another job from the agency on Friday that I start on Monday. The hours are 12-9 and yea, while that kind of sucks, I am making $9 an hour instead of $8 and I still have weekends and holidays off.
Soon I should be going up there to figure out where it is...once stef calls me back and I get dressed and stuff.
hearts; Jenn
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[19 Sep 2005|07:31am] |
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| Song of summer . . . . . actually of the entire year |
[11 Sep 2005|12:15am] |
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Am I loud and clear or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer or are we just getting more lost?
I’ll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let’s compare scars I’ll tell you whose is worse
Let’s unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I’ll slave ‘til the end
I won’t cross these streets until you hold my hand
I’ve been here so long I think that its time to move
The winter’s so cold summer’s over too soon
Let’s pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow
And I’ve got some friends some that I hardly know
We’ve had some times I wouldn’t trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go
We live on front porches and swing life away
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I’ll slave ‘til the end
I won’t cross these streets until you hold my hand
Until you hold my hand
I’ll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let’s compare scars I’ll tell you whose is worse
And let’s unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words
We live on front porches and swing life away
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I’ll slave ‘til the end
I won’t cross these streets until you hold my hand
This song describes the entire year of 2004/2005. Summer is gone but thats okay because fall is here and I love fall too and winter (but summer the most).
Went out with Chia and Rae today to the Deptford mall around 2 and I hung out with them until 6ish. Came home and got ready to go out with Tony and Brit. Tony took me and Brit to the diner for dinner and then we went to the book store. Got home and just hung out with Tony and now I am here. Going to bed soon.
Tomorrow I am gonna chill during the day and at 6 me and Rae are gonna drive up with Chia to take her back to Albright. Then we are driving home with Chia's mom and Anthony. We should be back by 10 so thats cool. Nothin else really. Nights
♥ Jenn
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[07 Sep 2005|11:37pm] |
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"Since You've Been Gone" - Kelly Clarkson |
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Nothing really went on today.
My mom and chris were gone all day coz they took my brother to PA to get his final surgery fix on his eye. They were out for about 6 hours so me and brit just hung out at home and didnt do much.
Went to get Stef at work and hung out with her while she was working til 10:30 and then me and Danny went to see 4 brothers. That movie is amazing and I saw it like 4 times already and I will prolly see it more since Tony wants to go.
Came online to check my mail tonight and guess what?
Cept he told me he figured I would only text because of the cost from here to Ireland. He started college and so did Padraig. So we talk like once a week now.
Off to bed coz I have the worst ever cramps I have ever had and they hurt like a mother effer!!! Nights
♥ Jenn
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| Computer has been really messed up..... |
[07 Sep 2005|12:08pm] |
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So I havent been able to update.
Because of the new season (no more summer) I decided to change my layout. Hope you like coz I couldnt find a lot of lyrics having to do with summer ending and the words rain!
♥ Jenn
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[27 Aug 2005|01:36pm] |
Havent updated in forever....gonna be really short coz I have to go to a family dinner today for my grandmoms birthday!
Last night went to see my friend Eric's band play. They are good!! Everyone should check them out at
http://www.myspace.com/debtofhonor
Afterwards me, stef, brit and tony went to the diner and we just hung out there til like 1:30ish. We came home, dropped stef off, and then brit went to play video games (even thou i wanted to play) and me and tony hung out a little before we fell asleep. When I woke up in the morning it was still dark out and he wasnt there and I thought he left but he just moved over to the other couch coz he didnt wanna wake me when he tried to re-adjust. HeHe!!!
I wuuuuuv him...ok enuff of that lol
Stef should be coming over tonight to hang out with us coz we are just that cool and we are finally gonna teach her to play poker! That way our card games consist of more than rummy and garbage and spoons. HeHe
Off to play my game boy and wait for tony to come back over for the dinner. Byes
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[14 Aug 2005|01:54am] |
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I had sooo much fun tonight with "the coolest ppl ever".
So much happened today. Brit and I went to rae's house this morning until like 4 to *tan and play laguna* hahaha.
Came home, ate dinner, went to my grandmoms and then went back to raes for poker night.
Me, tony, brit, and rae went to wawa to get snacks, then to get wings. So much junk food...crazy amounts of sugar! After that we went back to rae's to wait for chia, anthony and steve. While we waited we (the 4 of us) finished off almost 25 wings (we had 50 all together). Between the 4 of us I think we have about 20 left.
Chia was sick so her and anthony stayed inside while me, rae, tony, brit and steve went outside to smoke cigars. Strawberry flavored :o) Steve didnt smoke n e and tony didnt have the cool flavored kind like us. Rae, brit and I came to the conclusion that we are men...smoking cigars, sitting with out legs open and "ashing" in an empty beer bottle.
Around 12:30 steve took tony back to my house to get his car and me, rae, and brit finally played cards. Chia was sick so her and anthony left. In the end, poker wasnt played. But rummy was and I won with 1 minute to spare before I said I was going to go home.
Highlights of our night:
- I love wings....(5 seconds later)....I love wings
- Yea and then he threw her purse at me ---- and I was only on 'M'
- Do you have a 5? go fish
- Smoke getting caught under my hat
- Rae "ashing" in the pool
- Are you gonna use that 8
- Bending all the cards
- Whats that called . . . . uhhhh making out?
- Alphabet game
- Staking out the quick-e-mart
- Matching outfits
- Leave it on ur lips and you can feel tingle....yea thats cancer
- Beer bottle into bong
AND TO END THE NIGHT
- Horse shaped "cloud"
I looooooove my friends! hehe nights
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[08 Aug 2005|04:21pm] |
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"Best of You" - Foo Fighters |
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I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you
Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse . . . . . .
Haven't really updated in a while coz I have been busy (not really). Working like 2 days a week now and that kinda sux but o well.
It's raining now so its gonna wind up being a boring day. Even though the day is almost over. Went to Michelle's house for like 2 hours and hung out with her, Brit, and Jess coz he left today :o(
Talked to Rae for like 5 sec. today and maybe we will hang out tonight if it isnt raining or storming and I can get some things done. Not much to say. Hung out with Tony last night. Before that Brit and I went to dinner and then went with Stef to see "Must Love Dogs". Such a cute movie. Boooored so I am gonna go
Jenn
http://www.myspace.com/brokenXreality if u love me add me <3
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| Sickness . . . . . |
[27 Jul 2005|11:13pm] |
Nooo idea wuts wrong with me. Been sick lately and Tony is sick too. Grrs...work sux when your sick. Update later when I'm feeling better.
Jay comes home from Iraq in about 4 days!!! Cant wait! Miss him soo much
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| I write you visions of my summer . . . . . |
[24 Jul 2005|11:56pm] |
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Here in this diary,
I write you visions of my summer.
It was the best I ever had.
There were choruses and sing-alongs,
And that unspoken feeling of knowing
Right now is all that matters
All the nights we stayed up talking
and listening to 80's songs;
quoting lines from all those movies that we love.
It still brings a smile to my face.
I guess when it comes down to it...
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart
and eventually you'll finally get it right.
Breaking into hotel swimming pools,
and wreaking havoc on our world.
Hanging out at truck stops just to pass the time.
The black top's singing me to sleep.
Lighting fireworks in parking lots,
illuminate the blackest nights.
Cherry cokes under this moonlight summer sky.
2015 Riverside, it's time to say, "goodbye."
Get on the bus, it's time to go.
This weekend was greeeeat!
Friday: After work I went to the movies with Tony and Steve to see "Devil's Rejects". Not bad seeing how "House of 1000 Corpses" was horrible. After the movie we went to the diner and met Chia, Anthony, Jen, Tim and Rae there. Hung out with them til about 12:30 there and then we all headed home. Tony stayed over my house since we were planning on going to the shore on Saturday.
Saturday: Renters called my aunt and she gave them our shore house for the weekend so that we couldn't go to the shore. So I went and ran a couple of errands first. Around 10pm me and Tony went to Steves house to meet him, Lucia and Anthony to go to Laurel Lanes to go bowling. We went until 1:30 and then everyone came back to my house and we had a camp out in my backyard. Anthony, Steve and Chia slept in Steve's tent that slept 6 easily. And mine slept 3 and me and Tony shared it. Didnt get everything sey up til almost 4:30 in the morning coz we had to set up torches around the 2 tents so we didnt have any bugs. They work really well and now they are around my pool.
Sunday: Me and tony didnt get to sleep til after 5 and we woke up at 8 this morning and jumped right in the pool (we were soo hott coz the sun was beating down on our tent this morning). We all swam from 8 until 1:30 ish (brit joined us after sleeping in the house in our room lol). Then my mom went and cooked on the grill for everyone then Yuriy came over and we played poker underneath the shaded area in my backyard for a while with coins hehe. Everyone left so me, brit and tony went to see "wedding crashers". Really funny movie so I suggest everyone go and see it. After that the three of us went to dinner at the diner and then came back home around 8:30. Tony and I were going to take apart my tent that was still set up but instead we decided to stay in it and talk and just hang out til the stars came out. We stayed out there until 11:00 and then took down the tent and then Tony left.
Tomorrow he is going to come over later on in the day. Going to bed now because I am beyond tired since I didn't get a lot of sleep lately. Nights
Jenn
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[21 Jul 2005|11:21pm] |
Haven't updated in a while and this is going to be really quick since I have work in the morning around 11ish.
Eoin and Padraig sent me emails back and said they made it home (Ireland) ok but they are both a little jet lag. I honestly didnt think I would hear from both of them already. I thought one would have sent me something and then maybe the other one would have emailed me later. Wow...I really miss them a lot! Hope that they can both come back to visit again.
Hung out with Barry and Tony tonight and watched a movie. Barry went and hung out with Jess afterwards and Tony left to go home. We are gonna hang out tomorrow since it's friday and I cant really think of anything else to do anyways. Well I mean I wanna hang out with Tony no matter wut but still . . . .
Prolly going to sleep soon coz I am tired and I feel like I am getting sick. I made it 3 days straight of working and actually STAYING the entire time. hehe. But on fridays I usually get sent home as soon as swing shift comes in. O well. I can come home and finish cleaning everything up if thats the case. Going to sleep . . . . Nights
Jenn
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| Jello Shots and Irish Boys . . . . . . |
[17 Jul 2005|07:34pm] |
Stef did this haha def. not meee
::Tune to mickey mouse club::
Now it's time to say good bye, to all our Irish boyssss.........P-A-D...R-A-I-G...E-O-I-NNNNNNNNNNN............Padraig ((((Eoin))) Padraig (((Eoin)))
Forever let us hold our Irish flags high!!!!!!!!!
OMG: I had so much fun last night it was great. Well besides the actual reason for the BBQ (saying bye to padraig and eoin). First off the one rule of Colem's house was no underage drinking. haha Soon after his adorable wife Colleen was coming around with jello shots. I did one with padraig and 2 with owen. Rules are meant to be broken right? A group of people were playing beer pong and others were "working the bar" i guess. His backyard is amazing and everyone was so friendly.
Hung out in Eoin's room for a little while and he told me to listen to some of his cd's that he has. He has really good taste in music. The cutest quote of the night:
Eoin: Have a chewy ----- he meant gum ----- here take 2, they come is 2s (he was talking about the orbit gum and said that the piece behind the first one goes with it...soo cute
Oops...going out bbl...hehe
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| Construction workers, double shot, irish boys and soooo much more..... |
[07 Jul 2005|03:03pm] |
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So me, chia and stef headed down to OC around 9:30ish on Tuesday. When we got there we just hit up Wawa to get milk and then made a hella lot of mac and cheese hehe. Hung out for a while then just fell asleep. It was the first actual night sleep I had in months since the paper route job.
Woke up the next morning to construction workers building up 2 new houses across the street from me (happy birthday to meee...haha). So we sat outside on the deck, ate breakfast and um...observed lol. Headed out to the beach and it was sunny for like 5 minutes then since the sun was going in we just went into the water for a while. Headed back to my house to get showers and everything. Since I have 2 showers upstairs and like a little shower downstairs outside (enclosed) I figured I would take a shower outside since you can hang everything up inside the shower and get dressed in there coz there is a spot for that. Well I was in the middle of washing my hair and I sneezed and all I heard was "god bless you" and i was like....OMG scared the shit outta me haha....coz i didnt see anyone when I got in the shower but i was like thanx. When I got out I saw that it was the guy in the house across from me and he was working on his car.
Got done showers and went to pick up food at super fresh for when everyone came over. A couple mix ups with the pizza we ordered and many trips later we finally gave up with that.
Yuriy, steve, anna, tony, brit, missy, owen, and padrick came down b4 6ish and we all headed to the boardwalk. The first thing we did was double shot coz everyone said they wanted to go on. Well almost everyone (chia, stef, missy, yuriy, and anna didnt). So we sat 3 on each side of it and me, steve and brit sat so that when it shot up we saw the ocean. And tony, owen and patrick sat so that they faced all the ppls who watched. Well owen looked like he was gonna either cry or throw up after it. But steve, brit and me wanted pictures so we went on it again and faced the people so chia and stef could take pictures of us.
Hung out a little longer, ate cake back at my house, cleaned up, then headed home around 12:30. Soooooo much fun and tonight its off to dinner for my birthday with my family. Cant wait til 6:15ish when I leave. hehe!
Shopping tomorrow with Chia and my aunt at the mall since they have sales tomorrow! WOOOOOT! hehe.
Byes
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[05 Jul 2005|08:07pm] |
Headin down to OC for the night to my house. Spending the night with Chia and Stef and then everyone is coming down tomorrow to celebrate my birthday (its on thursday).
Anyone wanna stop by call me coz it'll be fun!
Cant wait coz I love my birthday haha....even though i'll be 19. Yikes!
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| How do you own disorder..... |
[04 Jul 2005|11:09am] |
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Conversion software version 7.0
Looking at life through the eyes of a tire hub,
Eating seeds as a past time activity,
The toxicity of our city, of our city,
New, what do you own the world?
How do you own disorder, disorder,
Now, somewhere between the sacred silence,
Sacred silence and sleep,
Somewhere, between the sacred silence and sleep,
Disorder, disorder, disorder.
More wood for their fires, loud neighbors,
Flashlight reveries caught in the headlights of a truck,
Eating seeds as a best time activity,
The toxicity of our city, of our city . . . .
Last night we (brit, me, stef and tony) went to see fireworks in Somerdale with Chia, Steve, and Yuriy. A couple of other people went like . . . Yuriy's younger sister (Anna)(they are both russian like straight from russia and yuriy has a really cute slight accent) and these two Irish guys.
Oops....lemme re-write that....these were real life Irish boys hehe. Accents and everything. They are only visting Chia and Steve for a couple weeks (the older brother has been friends of the families for a while (he lives here in the US). They are soooo cute and they both speak the actual Irish language thingy too. The one is the guy's younger brother and then he had his friend with him. And they say the cutest things.
Chipper = all night diner
Chips = fries
Electric Train = speedline
Omg . . . . sooo fun to hang out with. Their names are Padrick (said almost like patrick) and Owen. And owen is more like out there and he curses a lot and he is louder and talks more. While Padrick is a little quieter but they are both hott.
And they are both coming to the shore with us on Wednesday for my birthday! CANT WAIT
Well Tony slept over and he is outside helping Chris look at my car...why do things always go wrong with my car.
AND - - - - my damn effing manager decided last night (at 2AM) that she didnt wanna do the paper route anymore. SOOOOOO effing PISSED. And to think I was one of the people that actually liked her. DAMN IT! She is taking it for my vaca when I head down the shore but after that it is all me. The manager of this job told me he would find somebody coz he is looking at a couple people right now so....I hope he does sooooon!
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| But I keep coming back for more . . . . . |
[03 Jul 2005|04:02pm] |
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She's cold and she's cruel but she knows what she's doing
She pushed me in the pool at our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams but I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems she's the one I'm after
Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
She's just the girl I'm looking for
She can't keep a secret for more than an hour
She runs on one hundred proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me, the more I adore her
What can I do - I'd do anything for her . . . . .
havent updated in a while but o well I have been on myspace and I am friggen obsessed. No more LoL! Tonight I am heading over to Chia's for the fireworks. First I am gonna run up to the movies to see if Stef wants to go. I hope she does coz there arent a lot of us going and it is only like 2 hours.
I am still doing the paper route for 2 more days. Then I am off to the shore for my birthday coz my house is back to us and no renters are in YAY! hehe. So I am having some people down there and me and chia are sleeping over to get everything ready and then we can lay out and go to the boardwalk before everyone comes over.
Dyed my hair yesterday and now its like burgandy. Its called Funky Cherry. Really cute and I love it hehe!
I will def. update more often now. Ill try for everyday hehe!
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